Thesis: To consider what the chance intersection of ideal beauty and intellectual confusion would mean in determining the fate of Earth. Phase 1: While touring San Francisco, I stayed at the Sir Francis Drake. The bartenders were adequate. Phase 2: I began a blog. I learned romance might exist, but depends upon whether a man and a woman can tread the maze individually and reach its center at the exact same instant in time. Phase 3: The center comes and goes as if it were a mirage.
It began as an event to
honor and to remember the Union dead from the American Civil War. After World War
I, it was extended to include all the men and the women who died while serving
in any war or military action. It initially was called Decoration Day, becoming
Memorial Day after World War II and officially named as such, by act of Congress,
in 1967. Over the ensuing years, it has become more and more a day in which
people recall and honor family members and friends who came
before them. The affiliation with the poppy, incidentally, began in 1918 and the
poppy became the American Legion official symbol of remembrance in 1920.
Enough with the history ....
To maintain my Semper Fidelis
attachments, included here are three videos (sort of) related to the U.S. Marine Corps. And,
in keeping with one of the traditions of the Corps, the photograph was "liberated" from
the internet where it was attributed to Getty Images.
No, this is not a photograph taken from the deck of Fridtjof
Nansen's ship, "Fram," to illustrate what happens to a sailing vessel frozen into the Arctic ice cap or one taken recently to demonstrate the ferocity of Minnesota winters. This is a sidewalk on Main Street in Cottonwood. Best guess is that the photograph was taken around 1910 .... Cottonwood is the small, rural, Minnesota town in which I spent the first
eighteen years of my life.
While the town did not even exist until 1888 when a post office was established and the railroad arrived, the
first homesteaders had appeared in 1871. Although I was not present in 1888 or
even in 1910, this is the way I remember Cottonwood during winter months and
the way I remember the depth of the snow: One did not shovel the sidewalk;
rather, one shoveled a one-way path along the sidewalk.
The
small sign in the foreground reads: "J V Mathews Lawyer"
Behind
it, the sign proclaims: "Meat Market" Further
down the street, the sign says: "Restaurant"
There
is a photograph of Mathews, incidentally, in, "An Illustrated History of Lyon
County Minnesota," published in 1912. He was born on his parents' homestead
on March 30, 1879, moved to Cottonwood on March 12, 1907, and had his
office on the second floor of the Grieve & Laingen Building. Although the "snow
shoveler" is not identified, he very well might be Lawyer Mathews.
By the way,
welcome to the Merry Month of May. I shoveled snow both yesterday and today ....
One hundred twenty-two years ago at this very moment, a
wooden ship which had been deliberately frozen into the polar ice cap was
adrift within it and captive to it. Each man aboard among the all-Norwegian
crew was harboring the hope -- the dream -- of drifting over the North Pole and,
by that means, being the first to reach it. The name of the ship was, "Fram,"
which in the Norwegian language means "forward." It had been designed and
constructed for this specific purpose.
The leader of the expedition, Fridtjof Nansen, and a
companion, Hjalmar Johansen, had left the vessel earlier and were on the ice
retreating for Franz Josef Land after an unsuccessful attempt to reach the
North Pole by sledges and skis. On April 7 in the year 1895, they had reached a
point farther north than anyone before them. It was at that location Nansen
decided if he and Johansen did not turn around then and there, death on the ice
cap would undoubtedly overtake them. Farthest north, for a moment -- then, the moment is gone and the trek is over and the dream is forever vanished ....
As it was, Nansen and Johansen did spend eight months living
in a stone/moss/ice hut at Cape Felder on the western edge of Franz Josef Land,
living off polar bear/seal/walrus meat obtained by hunting. Their journey had begun
in 1893 and did not conclude until 1896. Nansen, incidentally, had been the
first to cross the Greenland ice cap on skis. This dash toward the North Pole
venture was his last on the ice. He became a professor of oceanography, and he received
the Nobel Peace Prize in 1922 for his work with refugees. Johansen went on to
explore Antarctic regions, but his luck was bad and his taste for liquor was
unquenchable. He committed suicide at age forty-five.
When I was a boy, I idolized Nansen and had dreams of
leading a similar life. This took me to books and to hunting and to winter camping
on frozen Minnesota lakes in the midst of blizzards and sub-zero temperatures.
I named my first canoe Fram, but cruising among January "ice bergs" on Lake
Superior was the extent of its "far north" exploits. Hmmmm .... I wonder who the
boys of today idolize and what dreams they might have ....
This has been sort of a post .... the photograph,
incidentally, was taken of the ice-bound Fram by one of the crew in 1896. The
ship and the crew did make it safely back to Norway, and the vessel later spent
four years in the Canadian arctic and went on a south polar expedition. It is
now on display in the Fram Museum near Oslo.
I will be back sooner or later .... probably later ....
There
seems to be a bit of "the grouch" revealed in the eyes of Buddy as he tries to
catch up on his sleep, but is awakened by me stalking him with my camera ....
click, flash .... click, flash .... click, flash. This is not an actual post, but,
rather, a facsimile created to substitute for the real thing. Today, March 16,
is my birthday, and I felt the need to mark it one way or another. What better way
than by a photograph of Buddy ?? I doubt I will be back this way again until
mid-April .... I feel a sort of strong urgency to pack up and move on, and time is
becoming precious to me .... but, who can say ?? Certainty about anything or
anyone is a scare commodity in these times.
You may
have noticed me mention in a place or two that I did break down and buy still
Another Smith & Wesson revolver -- and, this time, another .38 Special,
this one seventy years old and looking every day of it. I usually search out "old
guns" which look like new. Obviously, they are the most valuable. This time
what attracted me is a revolver which looks like it has been carried and used
every day for seven decades. Actually, it is clear it has been a "working gun"
in terms of being carried as evident through holster wear. Usually, I comment
how reflection on the photograph of a gun is light glare; in this instance, however, it actually includes areas
where outer blue finish has been rubbed off from holster wear. Close
examination shows, though, it has not been fired a great deal. My guess is that
this pre-Model 10 S&W has been a police gun where it was carried almost daily, but
fired only once or twice a year for officer handgun qualification. The holster,
incidentally, did not come with it. It is a George Lawrence Company holster. It
dates at least to the 1950s and, very possibly, much earlier -- the firm has
been around in initial form since 1857. Anyway, this will be my woodland-carry
revolver in non-bear country. Next, I guess, is an illustration of a "split
personality." If I want a good time and just plain have fun, I will head for a
working man's saloon or a concert venue where a band like .38 Special or Lynyrd
Skynyrd is performing. If you never have tried it, I would recommend going with
a group rather than alone, because you never know what might happen. Come to
think of it, I would recommend that for any saloon or concert hall. If I were
looking for inspiration or the possibility of discovering Neverland, I would pick
a performance by someone like Sarah Brightman or Andrea Bocelli. I assume no
additional explanation is required, and I will end the list there for now. I
also will include a song from .38 Special and from Sarah below. I almost feel like apologizing for including, "A Whiter Shade of Pale," as the Sarah-song, so often do I place it with my posts: It is haunting to
me.
See you in February .... (Continued from January 11 ....
I need to clear my mind (if that is possible) and decide if I want to continue playing the games of contemporary life styles or if I want to shed gadgets and gadgetry, kiss off political and social ideologues, change my persona to emulate Henry David Thoreau and wander off into a different neck of the woods to discover my own version of Walden Pond and put a fence around it. You might recall I tried that once, and called it my Sanctuary/Refuge .... well, I have two strikes left to accomplish that goal .... I frequently write in my posts, but have not for a long while, that I call the varying stages of my life my "incarnations." That is to say, my college days were one incarnation; my Marine Corps time was another incarnation; my journalism trek was still another incarnation, although that one was not continuous and existed in segments. During these times, my persona often changes to fit the situation. (Here we have another description I sometimes utilize -- the chameleon affect.) In other words, my hair style (and facial hair) will change; my manner and habit of dress will change, for instance, from suits and tie to jeans; my type of vehicle will change, for instance, from Audi to Suburban .... and on and on and
on ....
It seems to me another new incarnation began last
January/February and took a significant leap last mid-June. I think it will be
moving into another stage soon. This blog has been part of my current incarnation; I do not
think it will be part of the next.
Ain't life strange and weird and sort of .... ???? .... !!!!
In terms of the sea of blogs, I am not going "cold turkey" with it. For now, I plan to post on the
the sixteenth of February and the sixteenth of March, and, we shall see after that .... There are a few on the blogs I also will continue to visit. I think you know who you are .... Send me smiles and stay safe and wish me luck .... barring the unforeseen .... see you in mid-February ....
Odds & ends ....
This post is going up late. I meant to publish this piece on
January 13, but it actually is going up on January 16. (Superstitious guy, am
I.) I fell ill (almost literally) during
the night of January 11-12, and could do little more than crawl around for the
next forty-four hours or so. (I call such "episodes" a reoccurring "jungle bug,"
which likes to remind me I am human -- all too human –- as Friedrich insists on repeatedly telling me; I have been "delving into" his book a bit during recent
weeks.) I spent about twenty-two hours of
January 12 sleeping on my living room floor .... my poor, puppy-boy, companion, Buddy, only got outside to do his business three times; he did get his food, but it
was late coming and he survived the test and stayed near me to show his
understanding and sympathy. Since the last sighting of a coyote, I do not dare
to allow him outside alone. I was
improved, but still slept most of January 13/14/15. Such is life ....
January 13 -- Happy Birthday, Mother.
January 16 -- It makes no difference to me which religion,
calendar or ecological reckoning of weather patterns might be considered the to
be the mid-point of winter -- January 16 is the marker for mid-FramWinter. If
you lived somewhere like Minnesota, the Dakotas, Michigan or Montana, for
instance, I think you might agree with me.
January 17 -- Happy Birthday, Rory.
January 21 -- My first blog was born on January 15, 2009, and
I began this blog on January 21. I kept them both for a few weeks, then
eliminated the original one. Anyway, this is the timetable I am working on with
my plans.
January 24 -- Happy Anniversary, Me & the U.S. Marine Corps
Bachelor of Arts with a double major in English (= literature) and history (= reality). Master of Arts in literature. Once upon a time, U.S. Marine Corps = Semper Fidelis. These things pretty much explain everything there is to know about me.
Other than that, ask, if you actually are curious .... I like to drift where the current takes me within this endless sea of blogs, read what others write in their blogs, observe, learn, question and, hopefully, understand, while offering a few comments of my own along the way .... by the way, the photo of me actually is me .... was me .... will be me .... hmmmm ....
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Romance, from Fram
I discovered Romance might yet exist, but it depends upon whether a man and a woman can tread the maze, individually, and reach its center at the same moment in time.
The Actual Instant of Love, from Fram
I am a jealous guy, of the sort John Lennon sang about. Any man who says he is not a jealous guy either has no genuine depth of feelings for the woman he is saying it about or is a liar. I can remember very distinctly, for example, when my feelings for my wife vanished. It happened in an instant. When love vanished, so did jealousy.
Actual love happens in an instant, I believe, although it does not always seem to be that way. I am not talking about "love at first sight," but, rather, "love at first instant." This means two people might have known each other for weeks, even for years, before the "instant" occurs. It comes with a single sentence spoken by one, or a single action taken by one, that strikes the other like lightning.
Affection grows; love is born. Love also disappears in an instant, I believe, although it does not always seem to happen that way. Incidental to my point, I do not believe in "love at first sight." That is no more than simple, physical or emotional attraction, which is the cause of countless and never-ending problems.
Happiness is momentary, from Fram
When I was age eighteen, a wise, old man of twenty-six told me that happiness is a momentary thing. It might last for minutes or days or weeks or, sometimes, even for a few years. But, like life itself, happiness is a transitory thing and, like fate, it is capricious. At some point along the road, I came to realize this wise, old man had been right.
The Three Sorts of Friends ....
Though friendships differ endless in degree, The sorts, methinks, may be reduced to three. Acquaintance many, and Conquaintance few; But for Inquaintance I know only two -- The friend I've mourned with, and the maid I woo!
Samuel Taylor Coleridge poet & philosopher Fragment 10: "The Three Sorts of Friends"
Time retains ....
Time retains its sacred right to meddle in each earthly affair. Still, time's unbounded power that makes a mountain crumble, moves seas, rotates a star, won't be enough to tear lovers apart: they are too naked, too embraced, too much like timid sparrows.
Old age is, in my book, the price that felons pay, so don't whine that it's steep: you'll stay young if you're good. Suffering doesn't insult the body. Death? It comes in your sleep, exactly as it should.
When it comes, you'll be dreaming that you don't need to breathe; that breathless silence is the music of the dark and it's part of the rhythm to vanish like a spark.
Wislawa Szymborska poet, essayist & translator Nobel Prize for Poetry 1996 "Entropy"
Yesterday is History ....
Yesterday is History, 'Tis so far away -- Yesterday is Poetry -- 'Tis Philosophy --
Yesterday is mystery -- Where it is Today While we shrewdly speculate Flutter both away.
Emily Dickinson poet "Yesterday is History"
Never the answers
The most interesting thing in the world is another human being who wonders, suffers and raises the questions that have bothered him to the last day of his life, knowing he will never get the answers.
Will Durant historian, philosopher, teacher
The equality of man
Those who hammer their guns into plows will plow for those who do not.
Thomas Jefferson president, patriot, free thinker
The audience
Better to write for yourself and have no public than to write for the public and have no self.
Cyril Connolly writer, editor, literary critic
I am free
I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. Robert Heinlein science fiction writer philosopher
Marine Corps Forever, from Fram
To all Marines, those among the dead, those who still live, those yet to be born: Semper Fidelis, to the end of time ....
Have gun .... will travel
Once upon a time: "She said, There is no reason ...."
Time & again ....
Time .... he's waiting in the wings .... he speaks of senseless things .... but, if you could heal a broken heart, wouldn't time be out to charm you?
Voluspo 28-29
Alone I sat when the Old One sought me .... The terror of gods, and gazed in mine eyes .... "What hast thou to ask? why comest thou hither? .... Othin, I know where thine eye is hidden" .... Deep in the wide-famed well of Mimir .... Mead from the pledge of Othin each morn .... Does Mimir drink: would you know yet more? ....